emo thoughts of losing people forever

Girl's camp rocked! If you want to know why, then read taylor's latest post. We seem to have the same favorite part of camp. ;)

I was thinking the other day, (amazing as that sounds) and I all of the sudden started freaking out, imagining living on saipan for almost 4 more years without vanessa. ahh! Everyone keeps leaving me! Tikla's gone, so is Joe, Jenny and Myana, the lonsdales, etc. Now vanessa, taylor, caroline, jen-jen, erwina, daniel, and dido, are all going off somewhere forever, the nelson's and welch's may be leaving saipan for good too, and I'm really not okay with any of those things happening. The feeling here on Saipan is something that has everything to do with the people. It makes Saipan worth it. Of course everyone has big plans, (except me! :P) but when it all boils down and you've all finally got what you wanted or got pretty darn close, then I think we'll look back and have a few things to say about saipan. A few thank you's and a few sighs of relief. I wish I had spent more of my young childhood here, and anyone who has should be grateful. But there's always a time to let go of good things so that you can grasp better things. I hope that everyone who's leaving grasps good things, and then email me all about them! (No, I don't mean hott guys, vanessa. don't go grasping them. please. ;)

I love you guys! sincerely! and I miss you already vanessa! ( jen jen and tay are going to be here all the way until August! :P hehehe)

Shop Around

Maybe i'm obsessed. :P

David Archuleta :):):)

i think i'm in love. <3

girls camp is going to rock this year!

Why?
-because the it's on managaha where the theme
-"like the stars" is perfect
-because you can really see the stars on managaha
-I'm in charge of easy stuff.
-i'm helping make the tent assignments (well, that's what they think we're doing anyway...hehehe :P)
-fluffy flip-flops
-awards
-hanging out
-skipping school
-pranks on the YCL's (oops, did I just type that?)
-messing around
-being a goofy mia maid
-singing kumbya with caroline ;)
-wrapping tamara's head with a pink cloth if jen-jen decides that tamara's skull is cracked.

I'm really looking forward to that last one. alright, my brain is leaving. i guess that means it's time to go to english.

back into swing

I haven't blogged, like really blogged, for a long time. Not that it matters. Life is a little crazy right now.
I'll prove it to you:
I'm getting ready for my brown belt for Judo in a couple weeks! Whoo! I've had to work hard for that, and there's still a ton I need to do. After Seminary I walk to Lau-Lau Bay and then go to NMC for school. After school I'm loaded with essays and homework, and on top of that, tutoring. By the time that's half done it's time for Judo. After Judo I eat dinner and I'm usually really hungry because I forgot to eat breakfast and lunch. :S After dinner I try to finish my homework, end up staying up until around 11 at night at average. If I'm not dead tired at that point, which I usually am, then I open my email and have enough energy to read through a couple, tell myself that I'll email later, and blog way later, set my alarm clock for 5:15 and fall into my waiting bed. I don't recommend getting an AA degree before you're 16Ugh. This may sound geeky, but I look forward to Sunday's because they are the only days when I can breathe, and have a day of rest. Even Saturdays are crazy homework days, since I can't do schoolwork on Sunday. So, that's my defense against not blogging.

Besides, I'm addicted to facebook, so it's hard to keep up, alright?
;)