amazing

Thank you.
My evening is now complete.

we accept food stamp.

Where music is sung in harmony
where words read have meaning
where testimonies are founded
and strengthened.
Where friends are family
and we all know each others name.
where modest really is hottest.
where no one is better than anyone else.
where we lift and inspire
and there's no glitter or labels.

<3

I received my Young Women Medallion tonight. It was beautiful, but something was missing. I'm pretty sure I know what. Elisa, Emy, Kim, Madison, Maryana, Marystar, and every other young women on the ghetto island I love.

Peace out.

next time, I'll aim better.

You're right. I am not worthy of you.
In fact, I'm bowing right now.
Bowing.
I'm scraping my nose on your shoes.
I'll never live up to you.
Too perfect for me, for anyone.

It's just too bad you're all alone.
It's really too bad.


P.S. I can't wait for summer with Anitia! :D

i'm just a little too not over you.

When at first you don't succeed,
try
try
try
try
try
try
try
try
try
again.

But then what?

WOaH.

Orange and blue.
Yeeeeah.

It's the new me.

You dig?

Something is wrong

when the bathrooms have automatic flushing facilities, and yet
you can't keep the stall doors closed because all the locks are broken.

That's what I call ghetto dot com.

i added "cuz" to my blogger dictionary, because I can.

I'm at Pine View High School in St. George, bored to tears. Thusly, I thought I'd post a normal blog for once, with no cryptic meanings, treasure hunt clues, or scrambled lyrics. -insert Hilary's "ahng?" (a more-than-suitable substitute for "yeah?")-

I've been typing papers for so long that I started to format this post in 12pt font, Times New Roman, indent the first line, write Victoria Brown in the top left hand corner... How lame is that? It's all this blocking Facebook business. I don't understand why school's block Facebook. Do they think social networking distracts from studies and consume what could be essay writing time? Pffft. Crazysauce.

I'm sitting next to a drinking fountain, because I'm sharing it's plug, on Hilary's laptop. Cuz she's awesome. Not possum. Just awesome. ;) Kantori, the CHS women's choir I've been hanging out with every second period on B days, just cuz they freakin' rock, and I happen to be a member, just performed for our regional competition. We did pretty amazing down in the alto section if I do say so myself, and I just did. So now we're just chilin... OHMYGOODNESS! Hahahahaha. The outlet I'm using is ghetto.com. A choir just finished performing and came out in a line to get water and the drinking fountain isn't working. We short-circuited the fountain with a mini laptop. LAWL. That is too funny. Hahahaha. We are trying to not look guilty. Failsauce.
Hilary: (cracking up, giving an improv speech to a line of thirsty people) "Oh, yeah, wow, that's funny. Wasn't that fountain working a few minutes ago? Weird..." Lol. This just turned into the best day ever.

Apparently it IS the best day ever. I've just been informed that it's toe ring Wednesday. <3

tell me where you are

It feels like summer is on it’s way.
Will it ever get here?
These sheltered hearts can’t make me stay
No, I wont forget we’re everything I know
And I hope you take this everything I know
Cuz you made it worth this ride to me.

It hurts

for all the wrongest reasons.

you don't have to stay strong and silent

The wall is still not talking back. I wonder why I keep thinking it will. I guess because this time I think I heard a grunt or two. Then again, I have a pretty vivid imagination, so who knows. I wanna hit my head against that wall. Three times, hard.

Somehow, I don't see that helping.

Walls are lame. Don't talk to them. (They don't talk back.)

life is what happens when you're busy making plans

I tried talking to a wall today. Someone told me it'd be worth my while.
I have to be honest.

It wasn't.

sha la la

This is wrong but
I can't help but feel like
There ain't nothing more right
Misty morning comes again and I can't
Help but wish I could see your face

And I knew from the first note played I'd be breaking all my rules to see you
You smile that beautiful smile
And all the girls in the front row scream your name

So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I can't take my eyes off of you
I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Who's desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall
Superstar

Good morning loneliness
Comes around when I'm not dreaming about you
When my world wakes up today you'll be in another town
And I knew when I saw your face I'd be
Counting down the ways to see you
And you smile that beautiful smile
And all the girls in the front row scream your name

You played in bars, you play guitar
And I'm invisible and everyone knows who you are
And you'll never see, you sing me to sleep
Every night from the radio

So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I can't take my eyes off of you
I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Who's desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall
Superstar
Sweet, sweet superstar
Superstar