New Blue Moon

I did it. Can you believe this? :)
That was definitely not in my zomfort cone.
I'm running away from my shadow, out of all these shades of blue, into a fiery red.

You light the fire that I burn in.

I know now, you're just in the way of me and my dream come true.

Why do you scare me so badly? I can't even stand in the same hall with you. These new kicks aren't helping anything. You make me crazy. Can't even stand it. I've made up my mind. Almost. I don't know what to do. You frighten me so incredibly. I hate it. I wish I could forget about it. But I can't.

I just need to breathe. Just breathe.

Where are you?
I'm a little kid lost at the zoo. Held the wrong hand for too long. Looked up and realized I wasn't where I wanted to be.