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I used to <3> this song, so I was listening to it the other day, and I realized how emo it was. Emo-ness rocks

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
You should know
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you;ve been gone

who'd believe the randomness of me

ALRIGHT. I'm here and typing so we'll see if I stop now that I've started. You know what I don't like? I don't like the fact that I'm not going anywhere this summer. it really stinks. seriously. I envy everyone who's leaving. right now I'm so sick of routine and a busy schedule. I have a total of 4 tutoring jobs! I tutor 12 hours a week. yuuuck. ewy, ewy, ewy. If I didn't have my dad throwing ESL books at me I would be doomed. Mom's always saying, "you better start saving now!" so I figure I might as well, but it's still ewy. when tikla comes I may scoot off some of my tutoring to her. :P she needs the money more than me. Speaking of tikla, I can't wait until she comes! <3<3<3

Anyways, I'm not quite sure what the purpose of this post is. I suppose it's to have at least something posted until David sings another song on American Idol. Either that or I really needed to take a break from facebook. :P I'm thinking it's a combination of both. On the other hand, i think it had something to do with how my brain slipped out of my head 3 hours ago, before my computer class started and suddenly made it hard to think about anything at all. gah. it's a good thing there's no math on fridays, my brain would be in super duper trouble.

Vote for david if you like me. ;)

When You Believe

The latest.

american idol update

Just in case anyone cares besides me, David Archuleta is in the top 8 finalists now. whee!

emo thoughts of losing people forever

Girl's camp rocked! If you want to know why, then read taylor's latest post. We seem to have the same favorite part of camp. ;)

I was thinking the other day, (amazing as that sounds) and I all of the sudden started freaking out, imagining living on saipan for almost 4 more years without vanessa. ahh! Everyone keeps leaving me! Tikla's gone, so is Joe, Jenny and Myana, the lonsdales, etc. Now vanessa, taylor, caroline, jen-jen, erwina, daniel, and dido, are all going off somewhere forever, the nelson's and welch's may be leaving saipan for good too, and I'm really not okay with any of those things happening. The feeling here on Saipan is something that has everything to do with the people. It makes Saipan worth it. Of course everyone has big plans, (except me! :P) but when it all boils down and you've all finally got what you wanted or got pretty darn close, then I think we'll look back and have a few things to say about saipan. A few thank you's and a few sighs of relief. I wish I had spent more of my young childhood here, and anyone who has should be grateful. But there's always a time to let go of good things so that you can grasp better things. I hope that everyone who's leaving grasps good things, and then email me all about them! (No, I don't mean hott guys, vanessa. don't go grasping them. please. ;)

I love you guys! sincerely! and I miss you already vanessa! ( jen jen and tay are going to be here all the way until August! :P hehehe)

Shop Around

Maybe i'm obsessed. :P

David Archuleta :):):)

i think i'm in love. <3