it's a magic time of the year

I am busy, but I'm choosing not to be. ;) Familar? Well, I don't have college applications, or end of semester finals or anything, but I have pages of lines to memorize, catch-up work, and I'm a secret santa for 5 people. :P Ive got a service person, and a present person in my family, then there's my seminary person, then the seminay tables are doing something for someone, and then we drew names for our extended family too...:S Christmas=Service. I am going to be wearing an apron and pulling out cookies all season! :D Joy to the world. Well, Ive looked at all the things that I should be doing and I decided that the fact thatI havent updated for a long time should be #1 on my priority list. So here I am.

Oh, and I really miss snow. I know I've been on saipan for almost three winters, and I'm not dieing for some freezing weather, but I mean christmas without snow? It's hard to get into the spirit of it fast enough. But the best thing about christmas, is getting away with wearing green and red together! :P And you know, all of this 'service' I've got going for me should help. ;)
Good luck old people, with your applies and junk. :) Happy Christmas!

Beware of pride

289 days until my birthday!


No, I'm kidding.
really.

I have no idea how many more days until my birthday. :P

29 more days until christmas! Yes. Are you beginning to feel the chilly winter air? Jack frost nipping at your side? Fire up those chimneys. Get those chestnuts roasting. ;)


Actually, I'm going to freeze to death this season because I'm visiting korea for a couple weeks in the coldest month one could go. I am excited though, it will be a refreshing change for a while. Not just the temperature, but an escape from the monotonous rhythm of every day. However, in the meantime there are lots of other things i have to deal with before i can go. First of all, I managed to involve myself in two thespian productions. One that is supposedly opening on friday, har har (as in 4 days) and the other on the second weekend in december. UGH. Kill me now. Then, there's people being puzzling and doing confusing things all around me....


Ok, I have a question for all you smart people out there:
Why is it easy to be mean to someone when it hurts you and them, but it's hard to be mean to someone when it is for the better?


A penny for your comment? Make it a really good witty answer, please. :)

nothing is real til it's gone

I wonder through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes

Hold on before it's too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save
A life you dont live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

Hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

So live like you mean it
Love til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

I'm hooked...

and it's all your fault taylor!

What was that about the ballroom dancing class I asked about
It was all I thought about but you were sailing
We might get a chance to talk
And talk might lead to dance
And maybe dance might lead to dates
Dates and aging
Hope you let your intuition
Proceed my reputation
Cuz I have one
Well I am what you see
I am not what they say
But if I turned out to be
Could you love me anyway
Standing in none of this hope
In your heart
Will just wake up and ask for me by name
Maybe some day will ask for me by name
Just not today

hahahahaha!

alright, I'm already over him. he doesn't smile enough.
;)