Saturday, July 11, 2009

bouquet of clumsy words.

Please come and rescue me tonight.
Lie with me and just forget the world.
I wanna write your name in the sky.
Scattered around us are the memories waiting to be made.
Discover trust.
Race through the tough, float through the easy.
But first, wait.
Keep waiting without forgetting.
And remind me to look before I jump.
Or at least cushion my fall.

:)

Monday, July 6, 2009

i adore reassurance, i've decided.

Woah. I haven't has much time to breathe lately. Rushing and racing and all that. Mmm, life is so sweet. If you've ever gone berry picking, you know the feeling of eating strawberries right off the bush, or eating blueberries until your teeth turn blue. That's the kind of sweet I'm talking about. The kind of sweet that brushes by perfection on it's way to thrilling. That's life. That's life's sweetness. :) Sounds a bit too good to be true sometimes. But I always say it, and I always mean it. Lead on. This is working for me.

Friday, June 26, 2009

awesomeeeeee remix.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Stop asking if I'm alright. Seriously, now.

Wish you could only see,
I got an I <3 ? written on the back of my hand.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

how else could I put it? <3

I'll take this moment in time, and treasure every minute.
It may last. It might not.
But it's beautiful. :)

“If you were hit by a truck, and you were lying out there in that gutter, dyin', and you had time to sing ONE song, one song that would let God know what you felt about your time here on Earth. One song that would sum you up. That’s the type of song that truly saves people." -Walk the Line

Sometimes I need to stop. Just stop. Take a look around. Feel the years behind me. Anticipate the years ahead. Bask in the memories that took me higher than the sky and smudge out the memories that destroy my view of who I am. Sometimes I need to go. Just go. Get off the couch, get off the computer, and get into the magic of fresh cut flowers sweet rain and pages of words created with a pen. Perfection isn't impossible. It just takes a lot of looking for. Time is generous while it's selfish. If you can see it rushing towards you, catch it, and run closer. It's precious. :)

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

like clock-ridden hands i'd come around

I'm going crazy.
Who would've though it'd be so much fun! :D There are so many things I am confused about. And I'm realizing all of these choices that I'm going to have to be making sooner than I want to have to. I've got oodles of sticky notes filled with things I have to do just today. But hey, you know what? I'm fifteen. I'm not over the hill yet. :P I've got time. Precious time. I don't want it to pass me by. There's a brighter bright on the other side.

Monday, June 22, 2009

you were blind to me, now I'm blind to you

You left, so now when you come back again, you expect me to act the same.
I'm so glad I don't have to anymore. :)
Life is good to me.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

i miss Ruthaaaaaaaaaaay. :/