Essays are all done. Yay! :D

Now there's just that flippin' final. Lol.

this is checkmate

At loss for words.
Memories too perfect
to describe.
Glances, expressions,
too quick to capture.
Friendships too tight
to forget.
Fate too mysterious
to control.
Nothing to say,
everything to feel.
Dreams too far
to remember.
Songs too beautiful
to ignore.
Hands so gentle
it burns.
Eyes so piercing
it reminds.
Souls so pure
it’s cleansing.
Peace in harmony
with envy.
Respect so real
it fortifies.
Hearts so selfless
it’s warming.
Petals so vibrant,
they echo.

speed up time

because I'm stuck in a beautiful tomorrow that I want to live today.

when life gives you lemons, relish every last morsel

I look at my torn feet and wonder,
is it worth it?
I see the stains on your shirt,
and the tears in mine and ask myself,
is it worth it?
I hear people laugh, wrapped up in their world,
cautiously I wonder,
is it worth it?
I watch them whisper and I'm
scared to explain,
that when I see you smile my eyes laugh,
when I watch you sparkle,
my mouth can't seem to say what
I know.

It is worth it.

Just like that last drip of ice cream left on your spoon is.
Just like that rain during math class was.
Just like that pressed flower from your 3rd grade love is.
Just like that out loud laughter you tried to prevent was.
Just like that mistake that perfected your ego is.
Just like that one moment was.

oh how it mocks me.

In Tori's world, or in the spectacular musical based on my life, (whichever comes first...:P), I will have quite a bit to say about the weather. When I want to be emo, the sky will cloud up and cast a shadow over all happiness. When I feel like skipping through meadows of wildflowers, rolling down grassy hills, and laughing until I cry, the sun will light up, the sky will clear, and grassy meadows will appear. :D When I want to rage, scream, curse, and blame, lightning and thunder will commence and the winds will storm along with me. When I feel dirty, the rain will come clean me. When I feel lonely, I'll catch a warm breeze. When I feel like flying, the wind will get going reeeal fast and....

Ahh, that'd be awesome. :)

these four just the same chords

There are reasons.
For everything?

Meh.

Little Starr

I am like a star shining brightly,
Smiling for the whole world to see.
I can do and say
Happy things each day,
For I know Heav’nly Father loves me.

Choices

Success.
You can't buy that feeling.
Patience.
You can't underestimate that virtue.
Refuge.
You can't create it.
Opinions.
You can't ignore them.
Emotions.
You can't destroy them.
Happiness.
You can't force someone to be.
Guilt.
You can't blame yourself for everything.
Pride.
You can't always be right.
Love.
You can't hate it.
Trust.
You can't trust it.

The Egg Hunt

All the wrongest reasons.
Yay. :P

fifteen and a half

Is there a way to please the world without getting tangled up yourself?
I didn't choose this.
Did I?
Styx, accept this appology now.
I am more sorry than I thought I would be.

and I miss you so bad

Is this a dream?
If it is,
please don't wake me from this high.
I've become comfortably numb
until you opened up my eyes
to what it's like
when everything's right.
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe
You found me.