Wednesday, January 30, 2008

don't let me wear out my shoes

bro. conner: "5 times each side!"

vanessa: "throw me nice, ok?"

me: "uhhh...ok"

I throw, she WHAMS.

vanessa: "ow."

me: "sorry..."

-Repeat 5x-
:P


Judo is becoming one of my favorite things to do. I love it! I feel safe and protected even if I'm by myself, and that's a really good feeling to have. I didn't really get into it last year, but now I'm giving it my all. You wouldn't want to meet me in a dark alley at night.....watch out.
lol
Probably the best part about it all is watching the little kids fight each other. :P When Justin Rider is in the mood, it's adorable. I've never seen Li do judo, but from what I hear, he's a little pro! :D I never thought I'd be so into something like this, but it releases...well, everything! Stress, emotions, anger, moodiness, and attitudes. Really refreshing. I seriously hope I can get a brown belt this year...


Monday, January 28, 2008

:'(

Sometimes when you expect things, they don't happen. Other times, when you least expect them, they do. So it was when I heard that the prophet of the LDS Church President Gordon B. Hinckley passed away. We'll miss his example, his wit, and his impenetrable optimism.

He's now back with his sweetheart Marjorie. Tears of sorrow at being apart from his best friend have now transformed themselves into tears of joy. So, I should be happy for Gordon Hinckley, and celebrate that he has written the final chapter of a life excellently lived.

But I'm selfishly going to miss him. He's the prophet I used to sing about in primary...and he wasn't even 100 yet. :'(

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Emo tions

simple thoughts,
meaningless words,
just stop.

head over heels,
but no heels to wear,
just smile.

too much,
or not enough,
what do I do?

Blue emeralds,
green sapphires,
sparkle and glow,
until they burn.
ouch.
Now they're ashes.


What do I do?


immature,
emo,
everone
just grow up.

ugh.
What do I do?

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

With Me

I don't want this moment
to ever end,
Where everything's nothing
without you.
I'll wait here forever just to
to see you smile
Cause it's true,
I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Get Tangled Up In Me

Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

NMC is scary.


I don't even know what political science is!
lol

Friday, January 11, 2008